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depressed, manic depression, sad, split in two, Bipolar
oktoberschild
Don't know where else to go as I am "hidden" in M'S ROOM.
This morning I noticed a not so good need to move mood and shot up from bed as not to be rude to M. Only it backfired into him getting mad at me for getting out of bed and getting dressed. Or else..."how I did it?" I thought I just got up and dressed... as to avoid being rude to M.
Now he is in the other room and I am having little fits... calmed (only a little) by smoke then regurgitated by visiting M to check on how he's feeling and getting "attacked." It is as if I planned to sabotage his day when all I wanted was peace.

Breath.... My "heart" hurts. Or in abouts the area. Been having numbness and fainting spells to, but only momentarily.

Now I have to dodge thoughts... many bad bad thoughts.

Ninja the cat
depressed, manic depression, sad, split in two, Bipolar
oktoberschild
Ninja was a Siamese. She and I were the same age. We got her when we were itty bitty. She was my best friend.

I believe my disorder (panic, mania) was further triggered by her death.

Seeing her mangled body on the doorstep... as she tried to return home and say goodbye.

.....omg......

my keyboard will short out if I keep writing.

I love you my little Babooshcka!

Writer's Block: 2010 Health & Fitness Goals
depressed, manic depression, sad, split in two, Bipolar
oktoberschild
What are your health and fitness goals for 2010? Do you have a plan for how to achieve them?

HA ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha hahahahahaha.....ahhhhh...hahahahahaha....ahhh....woooo...ok
Done

Fountains of Tears
naked, goddess, beauty
oktoberschild

E. Tolle
depressed, manic depression, sad, split in two, Bipolar
oktoberschild
Is it possible for you to embrace uncertainty, and not demand that you should know what is going to happen to you in your life situation? To embrace uncertainty?

gotta laugh
depressed, manic depression, sad, split in two, Bipolar
oktoberschild

Mr. Obama's intentions
depressed, manic depression, sad, split in two, Bipolar
oktoberschild

GO CO CO!!!!
depressed, manic depression, sad, split in two, Bipolar
oktoberschild

quotes for myself
tree, hand
oktoberschild
“Even doubtful accusations leave a stain behind them”
-Thomas Fuller

“We can rarely see things from the point of view of another person because we look at the facts through the screen of an impression or an interest which distorts our view; and then there are accusations, quarrels and misunderstanding. ”
-Barry Long

“You accuse a woman of wavering affections, but don't blame her; she is just looking for a consistent man.”
-Johann Wolfgang von Goethe

Understanding a person does not mean condoning; it only means that one does not accuse him as if one were God or a judge placed above him”
-Erich Fromm

“ACCUSE, v.t. To affirm another's guilt or unworth; most commonly as a justification of ourselves for having wronged him.”
-Ambrose Bierce

and one more for now...

“Love isn't finding a perfect person. It's seeing an imperfect person perfectly.”
-Sam Keen





Writer's Block: Rotten tomatoes
depressed, manic depression, sad, split in two, Bipolar
oktoberschild
What is the worst movie you've ever seen? Did you sit through it or walk out? What made it so dreadful?


Dungeons and Dragons.
It was almost as bad as watching my brother and friends play in the 80's.

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